Losing

Don't play games
Tearing my heart into pieces
Dragging me behind you
Try thinking about me
Do you understand this
Don't make me think you're something
Stop making me put on a front
You won't let me be real
Life isn't a fairy tale, Prince Charming
Just talk to me
I'm sick of fighting
I always end up losing

Sweet Prince

Language fails me
Words cannot express
How I've longed for
Someone to rescue me

The pain of the past
Haunts my heart
And it's clear
Intentions must be pure

The steed is ready
To run the course
The mission is noble
Love's the reward

Though the journey is long
You may tire
Sweet Prince, don't give up
Slay the dragons of the past

Nerves

Stomach churning
Thoughts whirling
Insides a'flutter
Head spinning
Face flushed
Heart racing
Glowing smile
Happy heart

Inspired Again

Distance haunts
Doubt condemns
Insecurity abounds
Tears swell
Words calm
Smiles comfort
Hope renewed

To my Friends:

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that I didn't spend time with you like I should have.
I'm sorry that it seemed like I didn't have time for you.
I'm sorry that I didn't spend weekends with you.
I'm sorry that I didn't eat meals with you.
I'm sorry that I didn't send you e-mails asking how you were and what was going on in your life.
I'm sorry that I made and took too many phonecalls this summer.
I'm sorry that I didn't treat you like you were just as important to me.
I'm sorry that I seemed to disappear into an abyss aside from going to classes and drama.
I'm sorry that I was always in his room and never in mine.
I'm sorry that we didn't hang out together.
I'm sorry that I was so caught up in everything.
I'm sorry that I let myself take you for granted.
I'm sorry.

I love you.
I love you for not being mad at me when I put him first.
I love you for not discouraging me from being happy.
I love you for sticking with me through the good and the bad.
I love you for keeping me in your thoughts and prayers.
I love you for being there when I need to vent.
I love you for talking to me late at night.
I love you for the times when you put your situation aside to listen.
I love you for always being the friend you could be.
I love you for sending me messages to see how I'm doing.
I love you for what you're doing to make me feel better.
I love you for making me feel worth something.
I love you for letting me cry.
I love you.

I'm sorry.
I love you.
I miss you.

From Seasons with Love

The morning sun shines on my face
I smile and think of you
You warm my soul

The moon is bright tonight
I feel the beat of your heart
You keep me close to you

The waves rush to shore
I run into your arms
You make my laughter brighter

The birds chirp in the trees
I wish to hear your voice
You soothe my restless mind

The falling leaves rustle beneath me
I giggle as we walk together
You make my angst disappear

The snowflakes kiss my cheeks
I long for your gentle touch
You seize my worries away

The day is just beginning
I am beaming with happiness
You make me feel alive

The afternoon breeze is cool
I shiver and pull you close
You keep me safe and secure

The night air is still
I gently kiss your lips
You make me feel precious

Song of Love

I'm trying to find the words to say
I love you and I need you
I'm fighting to find the words that say
I never want to be without you

But the words don't exist
Inside your kiss
Now I don't know how to say this
I've been trying to find the words to say
I love you and I need you

Sitting here on the side of my bed
With so many thoughts running through my head
And who would've thought that all of them
Were about you, all about you

Now I'm starting to find the words to say
I love you and I need you
They're saying I want you to stay
Beside me for always

All of these words
Just to say I love you