Song of Love

I'm trying to find the words to say
I love you and I need you
I'm fighting to find the words that say
I never want to be without you

But the words don't exist
Inside your kiss
Now I don't know how to say this
I've been trying to find the words to say
I love you and I need you

Sitting here on the side of my bed
With so many thoughts running through my head
And who would've thought that all of them
Were about you, all about you

Now I'm starting to find the words to say
I love you and I need you
They're saying I want you to stay
Beside me for always

All of these words
Just to say I love you

my prayer to YOU

another day another issue
they have grown farther and colder
tears roll down to the tissue
i see i'm not stronger just older
the pain grows as the weeks progress
laughter and joy reside in the past
not the pain that makes me obsess
but the frightening emotions not knowing how long they last
looking to the future knowing not what to do
anger and even resentment into my heart they creep
i know all things muct be focussed on YOU
YOUR power and love with me i must keep

so this prayer i offer up to YOU
let our hearts be cleansed to be pure and true

Advice

Don’t blame yourself
because things didn’t
work with us

Don’t forget about
all the good
times we had

Don’t take credit
for the pain
that isn’t yours

Don’t go on
and forget all
about me

Learn from your
mistakes and make
your life better

Thinking of You

Driving in the night
thoughts running through my head
they drift to you
I can't release them

Singing along to the song
sweet and gentle
still I think of you
I can't get you out of my mind

Laying here in bed
tossing and turning
late into the night
all I can do is think of you

Thinking all about you
my mind runs wild
torn and confused
I can't stop thinking of you

Waiting For Change

I sit here with him
waiting for change
his eyes of blue
tease me at night
the look of innocence
is tainted by whispers
safe from my ears

I sit here thinking of him
hoping for change
his smile so warm
invites me to join
the laughter is coy
for my ears alone

I join him in this bliss
I am content